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CyberGuard Mitch Jordan Writes “He Never Thought
To See The Rapid Deterioration Of His Kind”

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“I remember I was ‘different’ the day I started elementary school. I had always felt so comfortable with older men who helped me – from crossing the street to helping me with my school work. I did not know at the time, and I did not know I would grow up being a reject of society and societal structure years later. I knew I did not fit in, and I knew I had to hide how I felt with my parents being so strict and conservative. They were republicans even though at that time I did not know what that was in particular. I was about 8 years old, and always hung around with boys. By the time I was 12 years old, I knew then that I was “gay boy” as they called them back in 2004. I didn’t know why. But I was more frighten about my parent finding out than I was about accepting my feelings inside me. There was almost nothing ‘acceptable’ about ‘gay marriage’ back then. It was not accepted or permissible by law either back then. I had hoped it would some day be ‘acceptable’ during my lifetime – and it came true when I was nearing my 16th birthday. I was astounded to how rapidly it became to be ’acceptable’ around the world so quickly by 2012 and 2013. It made me feel good at first, but then, About 8 years later – nearing the 2020s, it began to make me feel just real bad. I would never ever believe that after ‘gay marriage’ had become law around much of the world, that morality would fall deep into the darkest times in all of history. Young and old folk parading in the streets pushing and celebrating gay ‘liberty’ with banners that would read ‘we’re coming for your children’ And society pushing gender mutilation of kids under 18 to change their ‘gender’ – and seeing gay porn in the schools. What was happening? After ‘gay marriage’ became ‘acceptable’ everything became a free-for-all”. Males in girls restrooms, and vice versa – among the total breakdown of the moral compass of humankind. What I had been hoping for when I was 12 and 14 years old had come true, but it came the price of the total breakdown of the very fabric moral society. And I was a Liberal in those days. Now, at my age of 31, I am totally ashamed of what has happened, and I even threw away my ‘one proud’ gay pin. I have even turned conservative. The ‘gay culture’ has it big for ‘gay pride’. Pride. Pride? The bible say pride is the mother of all sins. It created Satan. And the ‘gay community’ seems to swim into it. Was the bible right .. about gays? It made me think about it for a while. Even though I prayed every night, and before my meals, I begin to have doubts about myself. All my life I have had to endure bullying for my size of being ‘a midget’. I never grew past 5 feet 2 inches and never weighed more than 119 pounds. And now my own sexual preference was beginning to eat at me. Where my parents right? Was I an abomination in God‘s eyes? What was happening around the world seem to think that I was. After a while in early 2024, I visited my WJG Spiritualist and he told me: “You are special. Marriage was not given to you. You are one of God’s special helpers. Evil people exist on both sides of the isles. God loves you exactly the way he made you Mitch”. I did admit his words made me feel better. But I no longer celebrate anything ‘gay’. I never will either. I never would have ever believed ‘the gay community’ – at least the majority of them – would have become so dark and vile. It shutters me with sadness. Here, where I work with dozens of other CyberGuards – most of the are like me – ‘mirrored males’ – we don’t use ‘gay’ because like Chapter Director David Edison said – ‘there is nothing ‘gay’ about being born ‘gay’….it is a life of suffering and helping people understand you never chose to be as you are..’ I now have a family of friends – all males, to help me with practically anything I have problems with. I even have boyfriend. He is my first. And my CEOs – both of them – are some of the brightest stars I have met. Both Peter Worthington and Perry Hollingworth have the biggest hearts I have ever seen in two mirrored males. Strangely enough, one is liberal (Peter) and Perry is very conservative – Even more so than I am. Perry and I are very close. I thank God everyday for that. Even though he is like a “dad” to me, he is only 2 years older than me. Whereas I still look like a boy – Perry is quite the opposite – a big husky man. I guess I am close to him because my own father has never loved me. Neither my mother. Both of them have told me time and time again they were ‘ashamed’ to have their oldest son be a ‘faggot’. Yep. They said it. I already forgave them for disliking and rejecting me. They threw me out of our own home when I was 18. I lived on the streets for awhile, until I got help. But everyday of my life I thank God for helping me to accept my frailties, and most of all – for keeping my faith strong that one day I will live in His Kingdom. “Come, I will prepare a place for you, for they are many rooms in my Father’s house” – He said in the New Testament. And this ‘little midget’ will be ready when He takes me away from this broken world – hopefully sooner – than later.

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Mitch Jordan, CyberGuard 2

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