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DANNY DURAN 2025-2026
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31 May 2026
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HWCyberGuard Danny Duran removes 800 people from his Charity Listings
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Danny Duran removed 826 people from his charity listings after all 826 did not improve their lives after receiving food, cash and electronic hardware for the past 2 years. “These 826 still are not working, not going to school, and not seeing doctors or optometrists for better their eyes or health. They have received thousands of Euros the past 2 years and remain the same. None are disabled physically, but many needed eye glasses – which I provided them with from my own private cash boxes for hardship relief” said the 32 year old CyberGuard. The Assembly of CyberGuards has 52 small foundations for cost-of-living relief – in addition to raising cash for the disabled and eldery from HW. HW has 3 Foundations and the WaltersJudsonGroup has 2 since 2005. Only 5 CyberGuards (Paul Adams, CyberGuard 57, 56, Cyber Guard Frank Corral and CyberGuard 29 Roger Caballero currently do not have any foundation. They Keep all their earnings. All 21 Associates and all 6 Directors have their own Private Foundation in addition to the large HW, WJG and Assembly Divisions.
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DANNY DURAN BIO / CYBERGUARD BIOS
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CyberGuard 17 Danny Duran Writes About Sex and Societal Problems
The majority of human beings just don’t understand their sexuality many times over and over in this carnal world. Many sexual problems have to do with this reality fact – We Were Never Educated In Our Homes Property. We weren’t. Many of us. I’m one of them. My mother and Father never spoke to me about sex – and I was raised as a child in the 1990s! Can you imagine way before that? Sex should be an open topic. Always. It is a part of this carnal world. When I grew up, I know something was ‘wrong’ with me. I liked dudes. I said to myself – well, I guess I am ‘gay’ or something like that. I never have touched a girl. Ever. I hid it from practically everyone. In school I learn that ‘being gay’ was an ‘alternative lifestyle’ – that was totally so wrong. I was born this way. I know I was. There is nobody who knows more about me than me myself – Only God knows more about me. I know that me, liking dudes was right for me. After I turned to God in 2022, and was baptized in 2025 I asked God change me the way He wanted me to be. I stayed gay. God changed a lot of things for me, but not my male sexuality or preference. I learned that He made me like I am when I came out to this world. But this world has so many problems with sex – and it is because we are not taught as a child how we should treat sex. In many households – it is a taboo to talk about sex. How’s that child going to grow up?? – Asking a lot of questions – especially how he or she feels about sexuality. Sex is divided into 2 main topics – facts, Things that you can see about yourself – like when you see your genitals in the shower – you will know that you are a man or a woman. That is obvious. We really can’t change that – and if you do – well you could become very confused inside yourself or worse – you could become a sexual criminal because your forcing your identity on others. It’s not a good idea to do that. Ever. Look in the mirror and see what you are – then transform that inside of your feelings. If they don’t match, go to a medical psychiatrist or do what I did – ask God to come inside and let Him carry your problem. The other is accepting yourself as your are – but don’t commit crimes because someone doesn’t like you or agree with you. When I came to work at WJG – I was a hostile creature because I hated that the other workers refused to accept me as I was – but I was not right in my head. I was a total lunatic. I was forcing myself on what I wanted, and I think I was blasting about 100 to 150 guys a month in my bed. Some of them needed to see a doctor afterward. Back in 2017 many people here where I worked said that I was one of the most selfish and evil people they had ever met. I will never forget one thing from 2017 to 2021 – on March 21 – three or 4 employees would gather to celebrate their birthdays because they all fell on the same date – 21 March. I was never invited to their celebrations – except in 21 March 2021 – I was invited. Problem was this: My birthday was on 21 March too. Nobody mentioned my name or even knowledge that. Nobody. That is how bad they loathed me. I can’t really blame them. I was extremely evil. And they knew it. But again – my father or mother never taught me – when I was growing up – that forcing my sexual persona was wrong. They only taught me to be who ’I wanted to be’ – And I grew up looking more and more at my male member, and how enormous it was during sex. I was so proud of it, I took advantage of it and begin to worship my sexual encounters. Really. That was so wrong, but my parents never told me to ‘respect others’ – they just told me to respect them – and no one else. My father was not educated and my mother was a religious fanatic. I didn’t believe in anything – I was agnostic. I’m not trying to blame everything on my parents – but they certainly didn’t help. But now, God has taught me that He wants me to treat my sexuality with love and responsibility. God is not so much interested in anyone’s sexuality – more like He is more interested in how you treat your sexuality. He has taught me that. God cares little about what you think – He is more interested in How You Feel. Yes. And some people have written to me (about 20 times) that I can’t be a real Christian because of my ‘lifestyle’. Not true. God has changed my life from being an evil person to being one of his children – but he never made me ‘straight’. Never has. When I have seen what God has done for me the past 3 years – it was truly amazing to learn how much He really loved me. And He continues to help me in every way possible. I now give sermons here at Chapter 9. I also do not believe anyone chooses a ‘lifestyle’ – it is more like it chooses you because you can’t help where you were born, how you were born, or even what you look like. You can’t change that – at least not in the current time frame. You don’t even get to choose whether you are left or right handed. There are many things in this carnal world that you really can’t choose – like your blood family. The only thing you can change is your path in life – like stay away from where you are not wanted or from things that inconvenience you – like drugs, smoking, drinking. But being raised at home taught me nothing about sex – and growing up without God taught me nothing – just made me miserable. Now, with God on my side, He has quieted my enemies, and turn my biggest enemy into my best friend. I was broke before, now I am doing fine money wise. I control money – it does not control me. I have a home, good friends, and the most important thing ever – I have God living inside my heart. Growing up was the worst without guidance – now with God, I can see what really matters in this life. It’s all about helping your fellow man, neighbor or friend. God has truly changed everything for me – at least everything He wanted to change about me. – Danny Duran.
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Danny Duran Bio / CYBERGUARD BIOS
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27 FEB. 2026
CyberGuard 17 Danny Duran writes how people do not understand what they have going until they lose it.
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“It is a very common situation that happens every day in this world. People – no matter what class they are from, or how they live, rich, poor, or enslaved as everyone is in some way or another – all of us need to show and express the goodness we have in our lives before it is all gone. Anything good anyone has, whether it be the food on our plate, or the great friends God has given us – or that great job you like – or the fact we can still see the beautiful sun that shines every day In the morning. There is always something that is good in our lives that we never give any appreciation too because we always expect it to be there tomorrow. What am saying is that we all need to be thankful and appreciate what we have that makes us smile, or provides our happiness – because one big thing to remember – EVERYTHING IS ONLY TEMPORARY. Everything. One day everything will be gone. But Love will never go away. The only thing that lasts Forever is God, Love and His Great Universe of Light. Do you have a good friend? Let him know and hug him – don’t be afraid to show your love to your friend. Is your good friend a woman? Do the same. It does not matter who that good friend is. Love is eternal. There many kinds of Love – but they all have one in common – True Love will never abandon you. Never. God is Love – and He will never forget you – He is everywhere”. – Danny Duran
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12 April 2026: CyberGuard 17 Writes About Atheists
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Christian Danny Duran wrote on his blog about unbelievers – or atheists. “Hundreds of years there were few atheists as compared with today’s world. Many human beings like myself have often wondered about atheists – many questions come to mind. Why do they exist? Are they born that way, or the bigger question: What made them like this. After 7 months of speculation, I have determined many of the answers. From what I have determined, atheists are definitely not born like that. They are made that way or result in being unbelievers for many reasons – the biggest one being lack of faith, but there are many other causes. Atheists can be found throughout the world but the majority are in Europe. They come in all walks of life – from poor to very rich – from Bill Gates, to Clint Eastwood or even Linda Ronstant. The atheists I have spoken with have told me that ‘they can’t believe in something they can’t see or especially feel’. While believers, like me, can tell you that ‘we talk to God everyday. So it seems that they abandoned God after some sort of tragedy, or they never recognized God when He called them, or they have never had any root – meaning that God to them can’t exist because they have been ‘just fine’ without God’s true meaning. One of my colleagues here at work told me a few months ago “how can I believe in God when I have never had any kind of communication with Him..” another told me “If God is real, why he let such terrible things happen? If I were God, I would never let such horrible things happen in this world..” and finally, another worker told me “I don’t believe in God because, well, let me say this nicely – where is He?…”. After this I came to the conclusion that Atheists belong to the lists of ‘deadly sins’ that are stated to be: lust, gluttony, greed, envy, sloth, wrath and pride – because all these states are real, and can be seen all over the world. Atheists became victim to one of these ‘deadly sins’ or more. They have been consume by one of those deadly carnal sins – if not more than one. And atheists believe only in what THEY CAN SEE and Feel. The majority of people have never met me, so to them I guess I don’t exist? I can feel God in my life – they can not because they have never opened there heart to God. When I argue with atheists I tell them – “God is invisible to us, just like the air you breathe that keeps you alive – because God is Life, not death.
He said he was the God of the Living, not the dead. And when they tell me “Show me God” – I tell them “Show me your blistering headache.” Most of them say nothing. I guess they expect God to have a special telephone number for them so they could believe. Lately, it seems the cell phone has become their new god. Truly ridiculous.
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Belief in God is like maintaining a garden. You need to take care of it – by showing it in faith and prayer. These people never did that – or if they did at one point, tragedy took it away from them. I have been the center of tragedy – but I’m not getting into that one because my tragedies have been hurtful and certainly I do not want to live in the past with them. Let them stay there, I’ll keep moving forward with God on my side. My message to any unbeliever: Don’t let tragedy take away your faith or your hope. Never. If you do, you just gave evil a triumphal win and you are the loser. Nobody can replace you. Nobody. Only God can replace you because He created you. Keep the faith, the hope. Peter Worthington, our CEO has nothing nice to say about unbelievers. He told me once: “If you don’t believe in God, then when you die you become exactly what you believed in – nothing”. He left me thinking about that – and that was 3.5 years ago when I was just beginning to read the bible and still had doubts. He did influence me. I hope I influenced someone today – if only 1 person. – Danny Duran.
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The Cruelty of Life on Carnal Worlds –
Being young and growing up a selfish life blinded me on how cruel life is on any carnal world where human beings live. It amazed me then. Now, with my great faith in Dear God, and having Christ in my life it still amazes how cruel life is on this earth to human beings – but I no longer question it – Life is cruel and short because human beings are constantly fighting the inevitable – the end of our carnal lives and constantly fighting to stay alive and enjoy whatever we can possible have – in so short of time. And I have seen a lot of cruelty in this world around me. A lot of it has no explanation – but everything has an origin. That’s why I write that the main reason is we are constantly fighting the inevitable. Can you imagine this? We are children to age 12, then in in 20 short years we are 32? And 10 years later we are 42 and we die at near 70? The earth itself is about 5 billion years old and we die at 70 years? That’s nothing in comparison! One thing I learned is why life is cruel is because people have always wanted to have control over money, power and love. Love is elusive. You can’t control Love – you have to learn to let it go. Love is freedom from control. Money corrupts people, and Power consumes individuals to having more (for examples: Hitler [of the past] The Beast of Revelations of the future). People become intoxicated with Power and Money – and their way of life eventually destroys them – millions of examples can found in the rich and famous in popular individuals (Examples of Epstein or Dennis Wilson of the Beach Boys). Other common fallacies in life can be commonly found in human beings – “slow to change, but quick to judge..”. Want to lose Love quickly? Easy, just try to control it. Want to lose money quickly? Just spend it on the moment – instead of your future. Want to lose power quickly? Just be so proud of your accomplishments and it will escape so quickly you never had time to say “thank you”. Want to experience Love? Let it go. And If it is true – it will come back to you – because True love will never abandoned you.There are many kinds of love in this world and the majority of love has little to do with carnal marriage – but there is one true love: To Love your Creator. So you want to have money and not go corrupt? Spread it around like a garden, and see it grow. Want to enjoy power – but not let it escape you? Let humility into your life and be thankful for what you have and what you have given to others with your generosity – do for others the same you want done for you. Spend more time telling yourself what to do instead of telling others what to do. Life is very Cruel – so don’t try to control it. Ask Dear God to control it for you. He will never abandon you. Never. Remember – every human being is a slave to his or her own desires. Don’t make it worse by denying your feelings and lying to yourself. Confront your problems – be responsible – and if you can’t solve them or they burden you to no end – give them to Dear God. – Danny Duran
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20 May 2026
Danny Duran Writes What People Hate The Most: The Truth
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“Yesterday, I received an email from an individual (a non-member in her 50s) that I should not “write about hypocrites because I already have everything I need” and she told me to “shut up about criticizing people”. She is one of the best examples of people who hate to hear the truth. Even Peter Worthington told me that “People really hate to hear the truth” about 3 years ago. Even the bible talks about it: ‘now that I have told you the truth, you are my enemy?..’ The truth even bothers me sometimes – but I went back to repair the damage I did – but the same people – ones that I love very much, never repaired anything – until it was too late. They died, or are so ill they can’t even walk or talk anymore. Waiting years to repair what you did wrong – is, well – worse. Time is not going to wait for you to repair the issue. Do it now. Quite being so “proud” and just forgive and repair the situation. But I will admit – my memories still torture me in my dreams from all the pain I caused – and most of those that tortured me are now dead or suffering. The truth really hurts. People hate to hear it. They change the subject quickly. Some of the worse people are the ones that tell the truth about others – but deny their own truths. They hide the fact that they did worse things.
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You know, my second in command CEO Perry Hollingsworth told me that his mother, who passed away a few years ago – never came to terms with her son. She died, but never said she was sorry to Perry because she tortured him. She was an agnostic – and she told her son “.. I hope when I die, I find out that there is no God because – I don’t want to be judged because I am more ashamed of what did – compared to the few good things I accomplished..”. That was profound to hear from a woman who was very rich, but hated her only son for being gay. But at least she was honest – something rare in this world. Right now – if you tell anyone the truth about anything – they will get bothered by it – but if it is something regarding them – forget it. They may never speak to you again. Really. Three weeks ago, Peter Worthington told me the truth about something – and it bothered me. He was right. It made me think. Then a few days later. I agreed with him, and decided to change my vote to stay with HollingsWorthington. But Worthington told me the truth. I didn’t get angry with him – but it left me sore that I changed my vote because Peter was right, and I was wrong on the subject. Telling people the truth can result in good thing sometimes – it just depends what the subject is. Because there are some things in this world that YOU CAN’T CHANGE. You can’t change that you are right handed or left handed. You can’t change your ethic background or where you came from or where you were carnally born. But you can change from being poor to having some wealth. Truth is, I tell everyone I help to be responsible and change their lives so they can be less dependent on me – so I can help others who need more help than them. Some people need more help than others – it is a simple thing to understand. I tell them the truth – and they get angry. Sometimes the truth can be ugly – but most people won’t hear it. They hide it under the rug – it’s called ‘their dirty little secrets’. Everyone has something to hide. Who doesn’t?. I had a lot to hide – before I changed. I hid the fact that I was gay from my family. What happened? When they found out – not by me – they threw me out of the house. Some people say if you are hiding something from someone it is not the same as lying to them. Problem is – if they find out – you might pay a price. Depends what you are hiding. Just tell them the truth – and get that burden off your back.
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The Truth can be dangerous – beware the content. If you are hiding something that is not hurting anyone – that can be different. Just ask God for help on resolving that one. But remember this – if you are hiding something from someone – and you choose to tell someone else – that someone else might can back to haunt you knowing your little secret. Again – just be honest. Or if you are unsure – Just stay quiet and pray your little secrets go away quietly. Again, In my case, I just asked God to help me on those subjects – but I no longer have anymore ‘little dirty secrets’ to hide – all of them are out of the closet. Including me. But Again my brothers and sisters – be careful. The truth can be very damaging. Look what it did to Jesus. They killed him because He told The Truth about Himself. Read to what happened to Steven in the bible. Look at Richard Nixon. He resigned for hiding the truth. Look at Galileo Galilei – he was imprisoned by the Pope. Yes, ‘the pope’ – a religious fanatic. God is NOT religion – He doesn’t even like “religion”. People who truly believe in God never should imprison – much less kill – anyone for telling the truth. If you tell anyone the truth that you are gay In Saudi Arabia, you’re as good as dead. That happens today in this world. Is that Justice? Just because you are born different than others? So next time someone tells you the truth about anything – accept it and forgive them if they offended you – especially if they were hiding something from you that made you look like a fool. Choose your words wisely. Let it go. You are not a fool to forgive. No. In all causes – who is the more foolish? The fool or the fool who followed it? Don’t you want God to forgive you In the end of your carnal life? Forgive – and you shall be forgiven. Put aside your ‘proud’ heart and find acceptance. I’m writing about a lot of people here – you may or may not be one of them. “Forgive us our wrongdoings – as we forgive those who trespass against us..” . Jesus said it. – Danny Duran, CyberGuard 17
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Danny Duran started studying the Christian Bible in 2021 when his life begin to fall apart. He was baptized on 30 September 2025. He says God is his spiritual Teacher – and on this world – his teachers are HW Doctor Medina, CEO Peter Worthington, and Spiritual Leader and Associate Z. Xavier Y. Carlotti.
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17 JANUARY 2026: MATTHEW 7:13 : ROAD TO DESTRUCTION
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Danny Duran writes why the Road To Destruction Is Wide and many shall Enter – and why the road to Salvation is narrow and few shall find it
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CyberGuard 17 Daniel ‘Danny’ Duran wrote on his blog explaining how he now understands why Jesus said that the majority of souls shall enter the road to destruction and ‘many shall enter’ while few will find the narrow road to salvation.
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“It took me three years to find the truth about this” wrote Duran. “I always thought God would love everyone – which He does, and make it simple to enter his kingdom, but it is a little more complicated than that. People on carnal worlds only think about themselves – instead of worshiping God, they put their jobs, their families, their government, their money, their cell phones, their friends, and their possessions before God. They showed little faith in God even though being confident they did, but see how much love they show for WHAT THEY HAVE. Instead of giving God daily prayer for their safety, and what they DO HAVE, they instead direct that admiration for their possessions and their standing in society. Jesus said “give up your possessions, and follow me”. Many people don’t understand what he really meant to say. Let me say this to all the people who read this: Is your job more important than God? Who is more Important – your family or your job? Above all – is not God more important than EVERYTHING? If anyone puts God above everything – then God will give you ANYTHING you NEED to keep you whole, safe, and above all – give you everlasting life (including that job you might currently love). You shall never see death. One example, Read this: You might love your Job but your job will never love you back. If you truly find God – He will ALWAYS love you. Always. If you put God first in your life – He will always reward you with what YOU NEED in your carnal life. He will never abandoned you. Never. If you Put God above your friends and family – then, He will give you the good friends the and good family you need. Put God above your job and money – than God will give you a good job and enough money. Don’t worry so much about your carnal life – because with God on your side, why should you worry? When my domestic partner was near death a few months ago, I told God – “If you take him away from me, I will understand, because I still have you”. He didn’t die. Michael is a millionaire – but I don’t want anything to do with his money. When I told God 3 years ago to help me change my life because I was so full of evil – He changed the way I looked at life and my life. At the time, I was broke, drunk, and had practically no friends. Now – 3 years later, I have everything I need. But I have put God First. And Always Will since the day He entered my life. He is the most important Love I have in my life and Soul. Michael is second. Find God my friends – and put Him first – and Let God help you solve your problems. “And whatever you ask in My name, that I will do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son. If you ask anything in My name, I will do it“ (John 14:13). – Danny Duran
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CyberGuard 17 Writes Why It’s So Difficult To Change
CyberGuard-17 Danny Duran wrote on his blog why ‘change’ is so difficult for the majority of people. “For the most part, people do not like to change. They don’t. Most like the way they are — but trying to change your life from just thinking about yourself, and making your world all about yourself is very difficult to accomplish. If you don’t believe in God – it will be even harder to change because we all live in a world that is very materialistic. To change anything about your life – if not all of your life – is difficult because it requires two things: Responsibility, and Commitment. Without the two, it simply cannot be done. In my personal opinion, people in this world want to have EVERYTHING THEY WANT – but they do not want to bear the responsibility for anything of it. If they could – they would hire someone to be responsible for everything they want – like a King or a Queen. People in this world that are not responsible and find it hard to commit, get what they deserve in the end – little or nothing. Fear is another reason for not changing. People love their comfort zone too much. They fear if they change – they might lose that comfort zone they once had. Then there are people who actually believe in God – but find it hard to change because they feel they might be making the wrong decisions. For these individuals, let me say this: God will never make ‘mistakes’ regarding your life if you are truly one of his children. And God does not ‘punish’ people either – He does not punish anyone. People do a great job punishing their own selves. And God knows this. It is very easy to stumble in the carnal life. Real Change comes from deep inside of you. Never celebrate when a person who has done wrong when he suffers a fall for his erroneous acts. People might have needed something terrible to happen in order to change after they experience those terrible things in their lives – hopefully they change for better – instead going the other way and destroying themselves completely. But if anyone wants to change – but you fear change, or you might think you do not have the courage to change – ask a wise individual for advice. It could help. Or do what I did. I asked God to help me. And he did (John 14:13-14). It took three years and 6 months – but he did change me. Let me say this in closing: You can’t change overnight. That will never happen unless you die in your sleep or something in that manner. Change takes time – but you can take the first step by being responsible – and then committing your life to a new you. And never forget this: Don’t take too much time to change – because if you do – time waits for nobody – and if you take too long to change – once you do change – you might not have enough time left to enjoy it afterward. – Danny Duran
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22 Feb.- Daniel Duran Writes There May Be A Glimmer Of Hope In Family (Link)
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27 FEB. 2026
Daniel Duran Writes People Don’t Appreciate The Good Things They Have
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CyberGuard 17 Danny Duran wrote on his blog how people do not understand what they have going until they lose it.
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“It is a very common situation that happens every day in this world. People – no matter what class they are from, or how they live, rich, poor, or enslaved as everyone is in some way or another – all of us need to show and express the goodness we have in our lives before it is all gone. Anything good anyone has, whether it be the food on our plate, or the great friends God has given us – or that great job you like – or the fact we can still see the beautiful sun that shines every day In the morning. There is always something that is good in our lives that we never give any appreciation too because we always expect it to be there tomorrow. What am saying is that we all need to be thankful and appreciate what we have that makes us smile, or provides our happiness – because one big thing to remember – EVERYTHING IS ONLY TEMPORARY. Everything. One day everything will be gone. But Love will never go away. The only thing that lasts Forever is God, Love and His Great Universe of Light. Do you have a good friend? Let him know and hug him – don’t be afraid to show your love to your friend. Is your good friend a woman? Do the same. It does not matter who that good friend is. Love is eternal. There many kinds of Love – but they all have one in common – True Love will never abandon you. Never. God is Love – and He will never forget you – He is everywhere”. – Danny Duran
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15 Dec. 2025
CyberGuard-17 Daniel Duran Writes Why Everything
went wrong in his life and what saved him – 12 Minute Read
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Peter Worthington has written and taught us about human living in this world. He got
A lot of his wisdom from Xavier Carlotti who is very close to him. I found out the hard way.
I was a totally arrogant person many years ago. I never said ‘thank you’ to anyone who
was important – and I never said ‘forgive me’ to anyone or ‘I’m sorry’ – For 26 years. And
In those 26 years I had gobs of opportunity. I never even thought about God. Many times I
Would Say ‘what God?” ..and laughed. When I went after someone or something – I would forget the most important people to me – my real friends, my mentors, and most of all – I would say “look what I did!!!”… I Gave myself all the friggin’ credit. I was a total asshole. I was always horny while growing up, admiring my sexual prowess, huge weenie, and my unbelievable sexual scent that guys could not resist. I started going to bars at age 16 because I looked older, and I always had my fake ID ready, and was always looking for my next pickup. Between age 16 and 26 estimated I hooked up with about 100 guys a month. Maybe more. People would try to advise me to ‘be careful’ and some spiritual people would say they were ‘praying for me’. I laughed at them for the most part. All my young life wanted to be on TV, movies, videos, so I went sniffing around the entertainment Industry. I got small parts in movies and TV stints. But what really pissed me off was that my small parts were always written out to save money, or my part was just a guy standing around. I would have probably bigger roles in the industry because I was a good-looking guy (everyone would tell me that). I refused after A few directors and producers would tell me ‘I can get you into leading roles. Just come over to My home and we can talk’. I only did that one time. And no more. They were just trying to get into my pants. It was obvious when this older bloke is telling about the job while his hand was crawling up my leg. I just said ‘no thanks‘ and left. Hey, I might have been whoring around all over Canadian bars looking for guys, but I was not going to sell myself to sexual favors just for a movie part. Then came my first big kick I got in my life – right in to my gut. I lost my job and was having trouble finding new ones mainly due to my drinking as people told me I ‘drank like a fish’. Then, 1 month later, my Irish and very catholic mother kick me out of the house after find gay magazines under my bed. She said things to me that made me feel like dirt. My grandmother even told me she was‘ ashamed’ of me. I lost family support. My father told me to ‘go to hell’ after I phoned him for some help. He lived in Argentina, but we were never close after he divorced my mom when I was just a kid. It seems my mother had told my father about the magazines she found – and my dad was uneducated and hated anyone associated with ‘gayness’. I told all of them to go And f-k themselves and went to go live in my car – for the next 7 months. I practically froze to death since I was living in Toronto at the time, but I had saved a little money to keep me going since losing my jobs and family support. Then in late 2016 I was on youtube looking at videos. I found some very old songs that sounded nice. I fell in love with old disco songs of the 1970s and 80s. They were uploaded by ‘the waltersjudsongroup’. Never heard of them. I did write to them when I found out they helped people in trouble and half of their staff were gay males. Their new Cyberguard director – Matthew Santori decided to hire me. I wanted to work In Canada, but he put me in Argentina in 2017. It was a great job. I knew a lot about computers and the net, and I begin to impress them – I told them I built my first computer out of scratch (which was true). They gave me a position making 35k (E) a year. It was good pay living out in Argentina. I learn to speak Spanish fast mainly because my father taught me when I was a kid, and he was originally from Madrid. My dad had migrated to Buenos Aires and I did make an attempt to visit him several times. He rejected me both times – the second time he aimed a gun at me. I was so scared I never went back to try to visit. Many CyberGuards at the Argentine Chapter talked to me at first, but after a few weeks, they stopped socializing with me. Some called me an asshole for being ‘foul mouthed’ and arrogant. When Canada begin to turn authoritarian and woke with the covid crap, and WJG closed their Canadian Chapters, and sent us 4 Guards – one of them was Michael Doel. I noticed he seemed to be interested in me – the first 30 days or so, then, afterward, he told me I was a ‘f ..king asshole, arrogant, and told me to stay away from him‘ – which was fine for me. Besides, even though Doel was good looking, his eyes seemed a bit out-of-focus sometimes like he was slightly demented – and those eyes were so dark. Like deer eyes or those of mean mouse. So Santori put us on opposite schedules to avoid each other. Santori had been one of my best friends and I asked him for a higher position. He said he was going to give the DARK WEB position to CyberGuard 2, Mitch Jordan – he was in Spain at the time. This guy was constantly called a midget because he was so short and small – and he also had Michael Doel’s dark deer eyes. Santori said Jordan was a ‘wizard’ at everything. I was pissed. I hated that midget Jordan. I’ll admit, He was a good looking midget though, but I resented him – mainly because almost everyone loved this little guy.
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I ended up working with Jordan and I deliberately made his life a total misery during work hours. Totally. I would even make him cry sometimes. He was a Christian which I wasn’t. Jordan filed complaints against me but Santori gave me a pass almost all the time. I would even get together with CyberGuard 6 and less often with Doel to make his little midget life a total nightmare at work – hoping he would quit and I would get his job. He didn’t quit. I was written up about 7 times and suspended twice for ‘torturing’ Jordan during work hours. Another higher position came up and again Santori snubbed me, and he gave it to Michael Doel. That made me sh-t my pants, and I made plans to ruin Santori. Ruin him so bad that he would leave his job humiliated. I did a video with a porn star that looked practically like Santori’s twin – and used a little A.I forgery. I then uploaded it all over the net. It worked. I paid off the porn star. Santori was embarrassed when everyone thought he was making porn videos. He wanted to quit, but the bosses like David Edison and Dr. Medina made him stay. Though everyone could see the hurt look on Matthew ‘the lamb’ Santori’s face day after day. Later in 2020, my little brother was diagnosed with leukemia, and I was paying most of his bills. It was too cold for him in Canada, so they moved him to Argentina where treatment was lower priced and it was warmer for him. Early in 2021 the second kick came to my life – and it was a kick to my nuts. I was beginning to go broke. Literally. Between paying my brother’s medical bills, the drinking, the bars, and all those guys I had been wining and dining and screwing in my bed – it was talking a toll on my finances. Then to make things worse my brother was getting worse. Then in early 2021, Michael Doel tried to kill me. I mean really kill me – with a headlock. He was terribly strong at 6 feet 5, 220 pounds. I was thin, a measly 175 pounds at 6 feet. All because of some insult of carnitas (a pork meal) he purchased for me, and I rejected them. He called me a ‘patsy’ and a ‘tinkerbell’. That started the physical fight. After we were both separated I had suffered injuries to my neck. I missed almost 4 weeks of work. Eventually Doel came to visit me in my rat-infested 4-room paper house and apologized. I accepted. He didn’t get fired because the incident happened outside of work. But my life was beginning to completely disintegrate. Then my new boyfriend – Stephan Morkowski left me because he caught me with another guy about 6 weeks after my disastrous fight with Doel. Weird thing was that I didn’t do anything with that guy – then, 10 days later, my little brother died. All this happened within a 9 month span. I was not allowed to go to his funeral either. My family didn’t want me there. I started missing work early 2021. WJG sent 2 Associates to visit me since I never missed work before. They found me drunken, and ready to commit suicide. I didn’t want to live anymore. Too much mess in so little time had demolished my life. I had purchased box cutters to slit my wrists a day before. I had nothing. I was broke, sick, lost my brother, was in total debt, lost my new boyfriend and worst of all, the guy that had given me my job – I betrayed him and ruined his life. My whole world came crashing down on me at my young age of 26. Associates Dr. Malloy and dentist Enrique Santos came to my rescue. Santos stayed with me around the clock that day. His even missed work to be with me. Malloy had also convinced bosses David Edison and Dr. Medina to help me and not fire me. Matthew Santori said he had forgiven me for ruining his life on the web. Slowly my finances were coming out of debt. It took almost a year. Michael Doel came to terms with me and admitted he ’always wanted me’. He became my domestic partner in late 2023. I had over 800 hours of therapy with Psychologist Edward Campos. My mother came to terms with me before she died in March. . At least I had some time with her. Then, in late 2023 and early 2024 I decided to let God in my slowly improving life after I had been reading the bible more and more. God told me to get Baptized. I got Baptized Sept. 30, 2025. Suddenly, I had found peace in my life. God has forgiven me for my terrible deeds – and now I finally found the courage to do the hardest thing to do – forgive myself for my hateful deeds against those who had befriended me. On October 21 2025, Michael was involved in an auto accident and he was not expected to survive. I stayed with him, and told God if He took Michael away, It will would be ok, because I would never be alone again. I had God in my heart. He will never abandon you. Never. So I thought about God while Michael was on life-support. God is first in my life. Michael is second.Three days later, Michael survived, after doctors said he wouldn’t. I had to write about this. I had to. God is real. God Loves me. He turned my worst enemy into my best friend in Michael. Mitch Jordan forgave me after I tortured him for years. Almost all the CyberGuards who hated me now have befriended me again. I thank God for coming to my rescue even though I was a trash-infested arrogant total jerk. Thank you so much dear God for opening my eyes and loving such an undeserving human scum of a man and washing away my terrible deeds with your tears of forgiveness. – Daniel S Duran
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Daniel almost died of a deadly pneumonia strain in late November 2024. He barely survived. After he got Baptized, Duran suffered many serious setbacks — His domestic partner was involved in fatal accident where 4 people were killed, but his partner survived. Then, 40 percent of his members left his support (after he was baptized) and 1 week later he admitted he was severly beaten and tortured by his enemies that had retuned for revenge. He forgave them all and said he deserved what had happened to him. – Peter Worthington, CEO
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Daniel Duran talks about the Facts of
Human Life and What Makes Him Happy –
In carnal worlds, all life – whether it be human souls, animals, plants – everything. It dies. You can’t stop the clock from ticking on those facts. Human life is short. We only live to be between 60 and 80 years old depending on your location, what you consume or what you do. With so little time, why not make the most of it? Make as many friends as you can. Be responsible with the little time you have. Don’t take unnecessary risks. If you know something Is bad – why try it? Always have a backup plan or ‘plan b’ if your original plan is blocked by the forces that created us. Many people have said that finding love is the key to finding someone with the same interests that you have. Not necessarily. Opposite individuals can teach you something you never visited or knew because you live far too deep inside your comfort zone. It is wise not to get too comfortable with your present style of living – it maybe gone the next day. Being prepared is always wise. Remember – no human life lasts forever, no job lasts forever, and time will never wait for anyone – especially you. Once you a born into this world – be assured that you will slowly die into the realms of old age. You die little by little. Look into the mirror. You will see yourself slowly deteriorate little by little. So people should spend more time being as happy as they can. How? Many people say ‘how can I be happy in the such a terrible sad world?..’ I found my answer to that. People have asked me many times .. ‘..Danny – what makes you happy?..’ I could not answer that question for years. Never. Because I wasn’t happy. Ever. I was too busy feeling sorry for myself because of my failures. And I was not a very nice person either. But now I know what makes me happy .. Seeing other people happy makes me happy. Especially when they get something they have never had, or better yet – because they found happiness in someone that really cares for them. It makes me happy inside my heart, and it makes me smile with wonder. Life is way way too short to be living in the doldrums of ‘the problems’ oflife. Don’t try to control your life so much – Give it to God and ask Him to control it for you. You may be surprised in the end.
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